Bella May Never Find True Love :(

     I was so excited at the beginning of the school year for Bella.  Each morning Bella and I drive Brianna to her Kindergarten and every so often we'd see in another truck, a big beautiful black Great Dane.  He is just the most gorgeous male Dane I've seen!  He is as handsome as my Baby Bella is beautiful.  So of course, as a future Grandma to Bella's pups, I had great hopes that this handsome gent would be the Pop of her pups.  Well, I guess Grandma Patti needs to accept the fact that Bella hates all other animals and is never going to find TRUE LOVE!  Yesterday, the Black danes daddy stopped and asked me what kind of dog Bella was and I told him, "Yes, she is a Blue Dane and you have the black male!"  I was so thrilled when he then asked how old she was and told me how beautiful she is.  It was going through my head how many adorable little black pups and blue pups we would have.  Some looking like their mom and some looking noble like their dad.  I told him she was almost two years old and he says, "Oh mine too".  I am getting more excited by the minute and asked if he was going to "breed him", then I felt stupid cause the real terminology would be "stud him out" but nonetheless the dad knew what I meant and dashed part of my hopes and dreams and says.  "No he's fixed!"  UGGHH!!!!!  I said, "Oh dammit, that sucks"!  That wasn't exactly eloquent for having just met this man but Mama's frustration was utmost at that moment.  The handsome black Dane was not with him so as I said, "Well, that's too bad, we'll have to keep looking.  Have a nice day."  I was still hoping that maybe Bella could have a playmate.  My plan was next time I see this man (forgot to get his name) I'd mention how maybe Bella and his boy could get together for a play date.  Bella doesn't get along with any other animals, especially those smaller than her but I was thinking since he is larger than her and he's a Dane maybe she'd make an exception and have someone to pal around with on a walk here and there, or we could meet them at the dog park and I could meet the black Dane's mom.  I was thinking life long Dane loving pet owner friends.  COOL!!!
     Well the rest of my hopes and dreams were shattered this morning.  Bella, Bella Bella!!!  Here we are in line again dropping Brianna off at school and here comes the handsome black Dane and his dad to drop off their kid.  The dad stops along the side of our truck so they can meet; Bella and this handsome giant.  What does my daffy dog do!  She turns into CUJO and tries jumping out of the truck while her future friend stares at her quizzically from his window wondering if this girl needs medication!  She is an absolute lunatic and he's calm as a cucumber looking at me and then his owner like; "What the hell did I do?"  Poor guy.  He just met an unstable crazy female!


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     All I can picture is Petco all over again.  I'm wondering if when I go to pick up Brianna today, the school officials ask me if I can leave the rabid dog home from now on so she cannot scare the children and staff.  What am I going to do with this looney tune of a dog!  She failed puppy school, tries to attack every animal she sees; including larger Danes than herself I now know, and refuses to even make an introduction such as a normal dog butt sniff, like most other non crazy animals do.  She goes for the jugular before even determining whether it is friend or foe.
     I hate to say it, but the likelihood of my beautiful girl ever having pups is pretty darn slim.  I am starting to think she may just end up an old lonely spinster with run of the house, access to all furniture and anything she deems a chew toy.  I believe until her old age, she will still be sleeping in our bed between me and Matthew, chasing poor Suzie every chance she gets, scaring every delivery person who comes in our yard, being barred from PetCo forever unless Daddy is with us, and chasing Vets when they try giving her shots.
     What is a Mama to do?  I don't think they will actually do artificial insemination for a dog but I'm tempted to look into it because I really want to breed her and keep a pup.  We would love to have another Bella running around but one with a less temperamental disposition.  My other option is to find out if I can get her into Doggie Therapy and figure out what her issue is with all other living creatures.  Where does this anger come from!!!  Good thing she loves all of us or we'd be in real trouble on one of her bad days...then again, maybe she is just happy with her life the way it is and doesn't want any other animal stepping on her turf.  Who knows.  All I can say is I love my Baby Bella and puppies or no puppies, she is the best darn dog in the entire world!!!   It took her Mama almost 40 years to find a soul mate and love of her life, so maybe; just maybe, there is some hope for Bella to find True Love.  I won't be holding my breath though...